Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye is the hardest thing
The more you love someone the more tears it brings
Our lives are short but the memories remain
Even through all the sorrows and pain
And that's what I feel is pain in my heart
It aches so badly because I feel we are far apart
But I know that you are right here with me
Because in my heart and mind is you I see
I can still hear your voice telling me you love me
And remember sitting in the backseat of your Oldsmobile
With Granny's purple fingernails reaching my brother and I a happy meal
Rasinettes and chocolate covered peanuts and dollars you would pull from the pocket of your shirt
Its crazy how something so small then can  now cause so much hurt
Like when I was five riding four wheelers all over the place
And the feel of your beard stubbles against my face
When you would kiss my cheek and tell me bye
Those memories are so bittersweet because I want to smile but have to cry
Grandpa you mean so much to me
I could always look up to you
Your love was unconditional no matter what anyone would do
You loved Granny so much and missed her when she left like crazy
But you still carried on strong for your girls even though it was not easy
I'm thankful that I got to tell you I love you and goodbye before you left
Although I know it wasn't easy I know it was for the best
We all really love you and will miss you everyday
Life on earth for our family just won't ever be the same
But I know that you are with Granny and that God wanted you home
You may not be here with us but Grandpa you will never truly be gone.